Tuesday, October 30, 2007

Before Beginnings.

In all journeys, we start somewhere. But prior to the set off, we take time to dream, think, pack, plan, and God knows what else. This is probably a lot more difficult than the launch itself. Like labor pains before the birth, or priming up before a big race. Likewise, after the wanting, the trying, and a number of failing, this blog is finally up and on the road. I have always wanted to do this because it seemed so me to put my thoughts in words and capture moments in images. But somehow, I was held back by the lack of time, skills and inspiration. Although these are in fact real, it should have never outweighed my want for this.

It's a replica of pretty much how I deal with the things I want in life. I cling on to my excuses like these were more real than the possibilities. I don't get things done because I allow myself to be held back by fears of the lackadaisical me, inspite of the strength of push of my abilities and just who I really am.

I guess it is time. I have defined me, discovered where I wanted to be, and what to make out of this ride. The birth pains has subsided, the perpetual priming, over. It's time to get there, and enjoy the ride.